it's so hard...
i really need someone to share..
someone to hear all of my complain..
someone to give me advice for all my problem..
someone to motivate me..
support me...
raise me up when i am getting down..
be my home..
is there anyone want to be like that?
i am gonna waiting for it...
Luph...

i don't know how to say it..
i don't know how to express it..
tired...
bored..
depressed..
it seems dark..
no brighter future....
i really want to run away...
scream louder as i can..
kick everything that i face..
no humbling..
no loving..
no tenderness...
only................
fiuuuuhhh..
i really want to finish it soon...
soon..
soon..
BUT..
i still have one..
it is YOU...